caraaa_lindsey

I haven't been on Live Journal in DAYYYYYYYYS  :) hellO!

I am happy. =]

And then things got better, so good, good, good.  Only to come tumbling down, yet again, again, again.
We can only hope now for the better, not for the worse.  So please, please, please come back to me again =[
Only to dissipate once you are gone for good, just give me the last bit of time that we have. I'm going to miss you too much, don't leave yet. There is still time.





=]

the past few days have been really good! i'm getting closer to some amazing people and i love it!

my dream last night was crrrrrazy! if that happened in real life i can only imagine the drama it would bring =/
but it was a good dream!
i love my friends!!!!


beach time =]

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OH JEEZ! =/

Bleh!  I didn't want today to comeeeeeeeeee!  The past few days have been wonderful without him!  I love it =]
But now he comes home tonight ew ew ew.  I'm not talking to him and i don't want to be friends with him!
I DON'T NEED HIM =]




woooooooooooooooooooooooooo!

It is summer now, finally! Let's just say summer already didn't work out how I wanted it to.  Things get worse everyday between us and it fucking sucks.  I can't even take being his friend anymore so i told him that today =[
How is it fair for me to like him so much, but we are "just friends." Yet I can't even talk let alone hang out with any other guys without him blowing up at me!  I try so hard to do things the right way, but in the end it's all wrong wrong wrong.  Everytime i'm mad at him he turns it around and makes it all my fault again.  I can honeslty say I have never had ANY guy treat me like this before. I deserve better.


So long to a guy who could have been a good friend and even more.
I hate boys.


Every other boy is man enough to say:
"cara you are soooo amazing and i hate to see u sad like this. any guy would be lucky to be with u and dont forget that because it is so true"
and
"cara dont doubt yourself like that. your beautiful and you have an amazing personality. it doesnt get much better than that"

apparently i'm just not good enough for him?  what makes him SO much better then all the other guys telling me that?

Nothing. Exactly why I gave up for good.


Goodbye Michael.

I am done with physics! =D
today was quite an interesting day! i'm not really sure what is going on and i do not like it!  normally i'm the wishywashy person. normally i get to choose. normally they come after me. but this one's different.

time to study for finals =/

So this is new, I've been thinking about writing in a journal, but all i have is a lisafrank one. Why not just use the computer? Much more efficient =]

School is out in three days and I'm so excited for summer!  I really hope that everything works out like I plan =/
These past weeks have been sooooo weird =[